As I was writing my last post on Character or Reputation, a thought came to mind that I tucked away for a part two. There is a lot of discussion about this topic today, with “character” education in our schools, sensitivity training in our workplaces and the homogenization of faith systems and their codes of conduct in society, we wonder what counts as character, Godly- Christlike character, and what is really just fluff.
Having a reputation is something talked about in many ways today. Reputation could be the “gossip” about a celebrity. Reputation could be the act you put on for other people so they will think well of you. Reputation could be your online persona, filled with lies and grand ideas of who you would like to be, but are not. Brad Paisley wrote an awesome song called “Online” that captures the idea of loving someone you would like to be, a reputation you would like to have, but aren’t…
I work down at The Pizza Pit
And I drive an old Hyundai
I still live with my mom and dad
I’m five foot three and overweight
I’m a sci: fi fanatic, mild asthmatic
Never been to second base
But there’s a whole ‘nother me
That you need to see
Go check out Myspace.
‘Cause online I’m out in Hollywood
I’m six foot five and I look damn good
I drive a Maserati, I’m a black belt in karate
And I love a good glass of wine
It turns girls on that I’m mysterious
I tell ’em I don’t want nothing serious
‘Cause even on a slow day I can have a three-way chat
With two women at one time.
I’m so much cooler online
I’m so much cooler online.
It is one thing to have a healthy desire to be better than you are and to want to be smarter, thinner, taller, wealthier… but there is a line we cross when what we want to become overtakes who we really are.
Here is something to think about…
Reputation is what we love about ourselves
Character is what God loves about us
To some that may seem a little overdone. God loves us faults and all, that is true. But God does not always like what we do nor does He put His stamp of approval on just any act or thought we have. Reputation is loving us for what we believe will gain us advantage or favor with others- i.e. If I was thinner, more people would look my way, if I was only funny more people would like me- and then we try hard to be that person. Not necessarily because it is who we truly are or who God wants us to be, but because we would love ourselves more if we were like that…
Another thought…
The first commandment was to love God with all of our heart, soul, mind and strength. The second was to love our neighbor as ourselves… not impress our neighbor, catch our neighbors eye, not fool our neighbor about who we are… love them as we love ourselves. Unfortunately, many of us loathe ourselves, not because we lack Godly character, but because we feel that our reputation does not match up to what the world expects or at least the little group of people that we want to like us. I can’t love my neighbor if I loathe myself and I can’t really love God the way I should either.
What this boils down to is a question- “who are you really trying to make happy?” Be honest. The answer can be telling. For most of us, we have to admit, much of what we do, and say, has to do with how other people will receive us. For me, I am an extrovert, talkative, love a good laugh… and have been in public speaking for nearly 20 years. So yes, I am very aware of how people respond to me. And yes, I have been guilty of letting people’s response to me to drive what I say or how I say it. And each time it happens, I don’t like it. I want to be more aware of what God is wanting from me each day. It’s not the “What would Jesus do” thinking. It is simply realizing that I want to make God happy, and that comes when the fruit of the Spirit, the true character of Jesus flows through my life.
This isn’t deep theology or pop psychology, it is a love relationship, the kind where I want my wife to be happy with me because I love her and show her that I love her everyday, not because I can impress her by flexing my muscles. The kind of love relationship where I love my kids by doing what is best for them, and consistently disciplining them to help them grow up, not buying them everything they want and letting them do whatever they want so they will like me. This kind of character is deep, rooted in our relationship with God, not shallow and hallow reputation that can go away in the blink of an eye.
More character, less reputation. More love, less lust. More compassion, less judgment. More help, less well wishes. More giving, less talking. More encouragement, less criticism. More sharing, less taking. More God, less us.